Saturday morning I woke up and took a pregnancy test right away, I figured if it was negative I wouldn't get to upset since AF wasn't due for another 5 days and it could still be to soon. The test was a definite BFN. I didn't let myself get upset and of course D was so sweet, telling me it was still to early and that he "knows I am pregnant"
I had trouble sleeping that night because I had hurt my arm earlier in the day, but I didn't want to take Motrin PM since I know it causes my temp to drop and I didn't want to mess up my temps so close to AF being due. Well at about 3:30 AM when I was still awake I gave in and took some.
When I woke up at 6:30 and took my temp it was 96.63, I didn't let myself freak out because I just figured the Motrin made it drop. Boy was I wrong. last night, on (what I thought was going to be) CD 25, AF showed up, and brought all her nasty friends! So I had a 24 day cycle?? What?!?!? What is going on with my cycles!! I want my regular 28 day cycles back!! Ugh.
This means my LP was only 10 days. To short again.
I got upset.
Cried.
Ate a huge bowl of ice cream.
And now I'm moving on.
Onto the next cycle.
It was only our first cycle of actually trying, we learned some things we shouldn't do, and some things we will do next time. It hurts that it didn't work, but like Derek keeps reminding me, we aren't giving up. It wasn't a one time offer. I am now on CD2 of our 2nd cycle and we will keep going, until. I. get. pregnant!
We will try again this cycle, skip December, and start trying again after the holidays.
Here we go again!! Bring on the baby dust!!
I had trouble sleeping that night because I had hurt my arm earlier in the day, but I didn't want to take Motrin PM since I know it causes my temp to drop and I didn't want to mess up my temps so close to AF being due. Well at about 3:30 AM when I was still awake I gave in and took some.
When I woke up at 6:30 and took my temp it was 96.63, I didn't let myself freak out because I just figured the Motrin made it drop. Boy was I wrong. last night, on (what I thought was going to be) CD 25, AF showed up, and brought all her nasty friends! So I had a 24 day cycle?? What?!?!? What is going on with my cycles!! I want my regular 28 day cycles back!! Ugh.
This means my LP was only 10 days. To short again.
I got upset.
Cried.
Ate a huge bowl of ice cream.
And now I'm moving on.
Onto the next cycle.
It was only our first cycle of actually trying, we learned some things we shouldn't do, and some things we will do next time. It hurts that it didn't work, but like Derek keeps reminding me, we aren't giving up. It wasn't a one time offer. I am now on CD2 of our 2nd cycle and we will keep going, until. I. get. pregnant!
We will try again this cycle, skip December, and start trying again after the holidays.
Here we go again!! Bring on the baby dust!!
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