CD13, CD14, and CD15 were all negative. I started letting myself get very frustrated and let myself get stressed out over a lot of things.
We are now in the busy season at work so I will soon be working 12 hour days and possibly 7 day work weeks for the next few months. They are already asking me for my holiday availability and if I will be able to work Black Friday and Christmas Eve!! So I will be very busy soon, but the awesome paychecks make it Okay :)
Their are certain people currently in my live that like drama a little to much and are basically nothing but stress! Unfortunately these are people who I have to have in my life so I try to limit my contact with them. Then there are those people that always look at me and talk to me like I'm some depressed or pathetic girl, or like they think nothing is going right in my life. They say things like "hang in there" and "how are you guys?" with that look in their eyes! I just want to scream "UMM I'M FANTASTIC! I HAVE A JOB, DEREK HAS A JOB, WE HAVE A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS, FOOD ON OUR TABLE, WE ARE PAYING OFF OUT DEBT, TRYING TO GET PREGNANT, LOOKING FOR A HOUSE TO BUY AND WANTING TO GET MARRIED!!! WHAT MORE COULD I WANT!!! I AM LOVING MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!" But instead I just smile and nod, and again try to limit my contact with these people. I just hate drama more than anything else!!
Derek was gone Friday night to a flea market and didn't get home until Saturday afternoon so I relaxed and read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows(again!!) Once Derek got home we napped and relaxed the rest of the weekend :) It was wonderful and just what I needed!!
Today is CD 16 and I got a positive OPK!!! We are going to BD today and the next 2 days. Keeping my fingers crossed for a Thanksgiving BFP but if not we will try again in 2011. No more stressing :)
Now off to watch Dancing with the Stars!!!
We are now in the busy season at work so I will soon be working 12 hour days and possibly 7 day work weeks for the next few months. They are already asking me for my holiday availability and if I will be able to work Black Friday and Christmas Eve!! So I will be very busy soon, but the awesome paychecks make it Okay :)
Their are certain people currently in my live that like drama a little to much and are basically nothing but stress! Unfortunately these are people who I have to have in my life so I try to limit my contact with them. Then there are those people that always look at me and talk to me like I'm some depressed or pathetic girl, or like they think nothing is going right in my life. They say things like "hang in there" and "how are you guys?" with that look in their eyes! I just want to scream "UMM I'M FANTASTIC! I HAVE A JOB, DEREK HAS A JOB, WE HAVE A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS, FOOD ON OUR TABLE, WE ARE PAYING OFF OUT DEBT, TRYING TO GET PREGNANT, LOOKING FOR A HOUSE TO BUY AND WANTING TO GET MARRIED!!! WHAT MORE COULD I WANT!!! I AM LOVING MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!" But instead I just smile and nod, and again try to limit my contact with these people. I just hate drama more than anything else!!
Derek was gone Friday night to a flea market and didn't get home until Saturday afternoon so I relaxed and read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows(again!!) Once Derek got home we napped and relaxed the rest of the weekend :) It was wonderful and just what I needed!!
Today is CD 16 and I got a positive OPK!!! We are going to BD today and the next 2 days. Keeping my fingers crossed for a Thanksgiving BFP but if not we will try again in 2011. No more stressing :)
Now off to watch Dancing with the Stars!!!
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